3 am

Waking up in a panic, having sweated out, I immediately reached for my phone only to remember that I didn't have anyone I could call who would answer.

The dreams are getting worse. 

"Of course I'm ambitious. What's wrong with that? Otherwise you sleep all day." - Ringo Starr

"When a man does not know what harbor he is making for, no wind is the right wind." - Seneca

soaked

I wake up with a start. A clamped hand over open mouth to keep the scream from coming out. It's only a dream.

Whispers in the dark. The sound of the voices of your imagination.

A product of stress? Craziness? Have I really lost it?

Maybe I should start watching comedy shows before bed.

A hot shower awaits. I had to strip the bed and myself because I was soaked to the skin. I think maybe I should have this conversation with the doctor. I'm doubting this can be completely normal. But when have I ever been?

The best part of my night: Dreaming about Sarah Jayne and Bree. I wish I could have held on to that dream.

"It is better to live rich than to die rich." - Samuel Johnson

"A cynic is a man who, when he smells flowers, looks around for a coffin." - H. L. Mencken

"We hand folks over to God's mercy, and show none ourselves." - George Eliot

"A good cook is like a sorceress who dispenses happiness." - Elsa Schiapirelli

"Passion, though a bad regulator, is a powerful spring." - Ralph Waldo Emerson

"Government of the people, by the people, for the people, shall not perish from the Earth." - Abraham Lincoln

"Do not take life too seriously. You will never get out of it alive."- Elbert Hubbard

"How different the new order would be if we could consult the veteran instead of the politician." - Henry Miller

"A fanatic is one who can't change his mind and won't change the subject." - Winston Churchill