...I've been drifting for the past several years.
Existing but not living.
Afraid to take that next step.
I've listened to countless pieces of advice about what I should do, how I should feel, what I should think, how I should act.
I've always said I'd do it my way and you don't have to like it but it's not your life so fuck off.
That's pretty much how I always worded it too.
I realized tonight that while my issues haven't completely disappeared, some of them have been minimized to the point that if you didn't know they had been issues, you wouldn't recognize there was a problem.
I have actually eaten 3 real meals today and 2 snacks. (It will be 3 as soon as I get off work...lol. I'm standing at this front desk about to starve!)
I'm moderately happy. I have a feeling at the end of this next week, I will be deliriously happy.
I'm slowly getting it together and I'm finding my groove, in a way.
I'm really happy about that.