I temporarily forgot my motto: I cant change how you act; I can only change how I react. Im sorry if there are some of you who dont think Im being a good friend. Im doing the best I can & if its not good enough, then so be it. It is what it is. Im going to find my happy & anyone who cant understand that & accept it... that is not my fault nor is it my problem. I am done accepting blame for things I didnt do or have a part in. This is my life & I am responsible for my own happiness & well-being. I have things to fix about myself & a lot to learn but I will no longer stand by & take all of the blame when things go wrong. I deserve to be happy, to have my own life with whomever I choose. It doesnt have to fit with anyone elses plan or idea. This is MY life, MY destiny & I choose to own it.